Yesterday I was feeling queasily confident that I’m pregnant. My temp went up quite a bit, I felt queasy and exhausted, and I was just pretty sure overall.
Today my temp went down, I’m feeling crampy, and just feel negative overall 
It’s a hard roller coaster to be on sometimes, trying to conceive. I’m trying not to feel negative. I see a lot of charts that show temps all over the place and they still get positive tests. But of course I don’t want mine to dip down
I want so badly to be pregnant. I hate cramps. Right now I had the waiting game. I know it’s only a few days until I “know” because my period is due on Friday. But still. It’s hard. I don’t like feeling cramps when I want to be pregnant. I have been so nauseous and exhausted and I took that as a good sign. But with cramps…maybe it was all just stress and tiredness from the move.
Right now I feel sad and wish I felt the hopefulness I felt yesterday
