Scott and I got married last week, which was wonderful and we’re both thrilled about.  Our wedding day was perfect.  We had a wonderful little wedding and had an awesome evening out on the town after (kids happily being read tons of books at home with one of our friends ) Of course our evening involved no alcohol ;p  Though one of Scott’s coworkers gave us champagne flutes and sparkling cider

We also visited one of the charter schools in our area last week and I was so incredibly impressed.  Just visiting the school made me feel about 98 times better about making schooling choices for Cassidy.  We go to visit another charter school next week.

So far as pregnancy goes I am feeling nice and nauseous.  And just like with the boys stupid things set it off, like feeling things under my feet, seeing tissues lying around the house.  And of course smells.  I’ve been reduced to actually wearing my house shoes because it’s more tolerable to have slippers on my feet than step on the random crumb by the kitchen table (which induces gagging).

I’m also still feeling exhausted.  I want to sleep all day long.  I have so much to do.  My “moving break” from my websites is officially over and I have so much I need to get done.  Not to mention household management and taking care of and playing with the children.  And spending time with Scott.  And finding some time to think about this new baby!  Whew.  But I swear that manufacturing a baby is the most exhausting thing I can ever do.  It’s more tiring than loading and unloading a moving truck was.

The nausea and exhaustion are my primary challenges right now.  They make me cranky which is challenging for my family.  I am going to try and stick to our daily schedule pretty strictly from here on our and work on making sure I’m getting meals/snacks/water/naps to see how that helps.

Oh I also called our local midwife and we have an interview with her next week.  Which means we’ll officially tell the kids about the new baby on the way in the next week or so.  And I need to figure out how to tell my parents.  We’ve told just about everyone else.

So many things to do.  The challenges of life never do end, heh.

So, exhausted, nauseous, had that metallic taste in my mouth again last night.  Could be three counts for being pregnant.  Could be the flu and zinc deficiency.  Isn’t the two week wait grand?  I desperately want to put a movie on for the kids to keep them occupied but I feel guilty about doing that.  I need to work but I won’t have the energy to do anything.  This afternoon is currently feeling tough. It’s never very rewarding to feel pregnant and not be pregnant.  Lol.  Though queasy stomachs are my normal stress reaction.  So maybe it’s just stress from the move and moving work catching up to me?

Last time I wondered if I was pregnant was easier.  I didn’t start obsessing until like four days from where I’m obsessing now lol!  Though I was feeling queasy. Oh did I mention last night and this morning I was voraciously hungry?  Ha. ha. ha.  I’m officially in the over-analyzing everything phase.  And the wondering if my subconscious is manufacturing symptoms for me.  Lol.  Bleh.  Time to do some work to make today go faster, and maybe my temp will go up in the morning